When you sacrifice everything, for years, for a chance at something you really want, that’s something you should probably stick with.
I wrote a few years ago that one’s heart was insane, and i think that’s a point go back to. We get lost in reason sometimes, and lost in our feelings at other times, and we don’t often dwell upon the interconnect.
Life is not reasonable, yet I’m alive and thinking. What to do?
Let your rational mind be married to your crazy heart… figure out how to do what it wants, and don’t ask too many questions, because there are no answers anyways, and you’ll be happy together.